hellp my mother

Hello, my name is Arshia. I am 18 years old and I am from Iran. I have no one in my life and I don't know who to talk to. I don't know why I randomly decided to come here. My father was killed in the war between the US and Israel and the Islamic Republic that lasted for several months. My father was my and my mother's guardian. He was not a military man. He was a building painter. A few months ago, when Iran was attacked, my father was killed in one of the neighborhoods of Tehran. Since that day, my mother and I have been in a financial situation. I have had to go to a private school because we don't have the money to pay for our education. Our house in Karaj is rented, and since my father is not here, we haven't been able to give him the money that the landlord wants, and he wants to kick us out of the house. We haven't even been able to have a full meal this whole month.My mother is suffering from severe depression, I realized this because there is no longer a smile on her face. I have no hope in this life and I go to bed crying every night because every day our life has become like a nightmare. I think about suicide a thousand times a day and this is the day I will do it. What other reason is there for me to live? I don't even know who is reading this. Maybe I just want help to live, even now I am crying. The Iranian government did not help us at all and did not even listen to us and told us that we cannot help you. When they said that, I realized that there is no hope at all. Unfortunately, there is no PayPal in Iran and we cannot use it. The only way is Voltron, which I learned about using the GPT chat.Can you please help me and my mother if you can? I don't care, but I don't want my mother to be so upset. If you can't help financially, that's fine. I just wish someone would talk to me so I can feel better my wallet

0x1E7dfc23BABe3a28C218734aB5E722A45A0cE856

TPpqVdfYdLqA9qUdKYXz8TkjC592PNUaCR